10th Grade
As I sat there in English class,I stared at the girl next to me.She was my so called 'best friend'.I stared at her long,silky hair & wished she was mine.But she didn't notice me like that & I knew it.After class,she walked up to me & asked me for the notes she had missed the day before.I handed them to her.She said 'thanks' & gave me a kiss on the cheek.I want to tell her,I want her to kno that I dont want to be just a friend,I love her but I'm just too shy & I don't kno Why?
11th grade
The phone rang.On the other end,it was her.She was in tears,mumbling on & on about how her
love had broke her heart.She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone,So I did.As I sat next to her on the sofa,I stared at her soft eyes,wishing she was mine.
After 2 hours,one Drew Barrymore movie & three bags of chips,she decided to go home.
She looked at me,said 'thanks' & gave me a kiss on d cheek..I want to tell her,
I want her to know that I don't want to be just a friend,I love her but I'm just too shy,
& I don't know, Why?
Senior year
One fine day she walked to my locker."My date is sick" she said,"he's not gonna go well",
I didn't have a date & in 7th grade,we made a promise that if neither of us had dates,
we would go together just as 'best friends'.So we did.That night,after everything was over,
I was standing at her front door step.I stared at her as She smiled at me & stared at me with her crystal eyes.Then she said- "I had the best time,thanks!"
& gave me a kiss on the cheek.I want to tell her,I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends,I love her but I'm just too shy & I don't know, Why?
Graduation.
A day passed,then a week,then a month.Before I could blink,it was graduation day.
I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma.
I wanted her to be mine-But she didn't notice me like that & I knew it.Before everyone went home,she came to me in her smock & hat & cried as I hugged her.Then she lifted her head from my shoulder & said- 'you're my best friend,thanks' & gave me a kiss on the cheek.I want to tell her,I want her to know that I don't want to be just a friend,I love her but I'm just to shy & I don't kno, Why?
Marriage.
Now I sit in the pews of the church.That girl is getting married now & drive off to her new life,
married to another man.I wanted her to be mine,but she didn't see me like that & I knew it.
But before she drove away,she came to me & said 'you came !'.She said 'thanks' & kissed me on the cheek.I want her to know that I don't want to be just a friend,I love her but I'm just too shy & I don't kno, Why?
Death.
Years passed,I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my 'best friend'.At the service,
they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years.This is what it read:
"I stare at him wishing he was mine;But he doesn't notice me like that & I know it.I want to tell him,
I want him to know that I don't want to be just a friend,I love him but I'm just too shy & I don't kno, Why?
I wish he would tell me he loved me !........'I wish I did too...' "
I thought to my self & I cried.
Do yourself a favour,tell her/him you love them.
They won't be there..................Forever.
Regards,
Rahul.....
